Posted by: wolferiver | February 10, 2016

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Well, first thing I have to be grateful for is …. NOT having any part in the MSK #14 winder project fiasco! Yes, I am feeling some schadenfreud about it. A year or so ago I was upset that I seemed to have been overlooked for this important effort. Even a couple weeks ago I was upset that a colleague was getting kudos AND a promotion out of these winder projects. (Not that I didn’t want him to get all the kudos he deserved, or a promotion, but where were mine?!?) But now I am very very glad to have no part in the disaster that this particular winder project has turned into. Thank you, God! 

I am also grateful to have been gone on vacation over a long weekend as it must’ve been becoming apparent that the MSK #14 winder project was going off the rails. That way I couldn’t be pressed into service! Thank you, Universe! 

Thank you, God — and my guides and Angels — for the plant interview in Kalamazoo! Thanks, too, for helping me get through it. I hope it works out for me, and whichever way it does, thank you all for making the result happen in my best interest. (And also giving me hope that I can escape the hairy mess my department is slowly turning into. It is NOT an organization I can take pride in being a part of.)

Thank you for providing me all the aid I needed for getting ready for the big interview. A good substitute hairdresser, viable options for my pants, a suitable top, and no car trouble! 

Today, I was grateful for being able to keep busy, which is not always an option for me. I am often bored and have to find my own work. (Another reason to move on. I am no longer being given challenging assignments. Thank you, my guides and Angels, for helping me to realize this. Fundamentally, under all my other disgruntlements, THIS is the source of my unhappiness.)

Thank you for the advice to keep my thoughts to myself today. I may not have followed it perfectly, but I kept it in mind at several points as the day wound itself out.

Posted by: wolferiver | September 29, 2013

What Some Guy On The Internet Said Once

A couple of years ago, when the news of Amy Winehouse’s suicide broke, here’s what BigHank53 had to say.

From the outside, it’s difficult to discern the difference between the splashing about in the kiddie-pool of angst and the struggles of someone losing a water polo match with oblivion. It can be hard to tell the difference from the inside, too, and many’s the person who thought they had a teensy-weensy substance abuse problem instead discovered they had a great big tired-of-living problem. Suicidal impulses don’t show up on the good days; they make their appearance after you’ve had a fight with your partner and they stormed out yesterday and they haven’t called and your job sucks and there’s nothing to distract you on TV and you’re coming down with a cold and you’re fat and you’re staring at your fat, worthless, useless face in the bathroom mirror and that little voice in your head says, in its most reasonable tone, There’s a gun* upstairs.

I do hope that Ms Winehouse has found the peace that eluded her in life.  

*The rope, the pills, the rooftop, the razor blade, the drain cleaner, the torn-up sheet.

I have no idea who BigHank53 is, but I thought what he said was insightful enough to write it down in my little notebook. It sounds like he might know a thing or two about suicidal thoughts.

Today I was thumbing through my notebook and found it, and it struck me again as a useful insight. Whenever I stumble upon this sort of gem, I think it makes up for all the nasty, miserable, ignorant, trollish things that one mostly reads on the internet. It is sometimes worth pointing that not everything you read on the internet is “teh stupids”. 

Posted by: wolferiver | June 16, 2013

Joss Whedon Makes Another Home Movie

A couple of years ago, Joss Whedon (of Buffy The Vampire Slayer fame), channeling his inner Andy Hardy, got together with some friends and spent 12 days filming As You Like It for the big screen. That movie is now out in limited release, and judging by the trailer, looks pretty interesting.

The trailer makes it appear as though Mr. Whedon is channeling Mad Men to present an updated take on the 400 year-old story.

The movie is in limited release on the two coasts.

Posted by: wolferiver | November 25, 2012

Oh My

This Hollywood Reporter article is so catty and dreadful that I may just have to watch the Liz and Dick show to see it for myself.

Posted by: wolferiver | July 5, 2012

This Past Fourth

This past 4th I did not cookout, or make a picnic of fried chicken and potato salad, or make the latest viral food fad.

Nor did I join in the melancholy nostalgic elegies for Sheriff Andy Taylor of Mayberry RFD. I will miss him, too, but I can’t say anything more eloquent than what these folks have said. (Ken Levine, NYTimes) The Andy Griffith Show  will be a perpetual summertime memory for all of America. (Well, white America, at least.)

I did not watch fireworks or even so much as light sparklers.

I did not read the Declaration of Independence, or any book on how America got invented on July 4th, or even that famous assessment of the American Character by Alexis de Toqueville, “Democracy in America“, which I’ve been meaning to read for some time.

I thought no deep thoughts about our reckless rush into revolt more than two hundred years ago, and how long the odds were against the colonies, and which side I might have taken had I lived in those times.

I watched no parades, nor did I listen to John Phillip Sousa’s “The Stars and Stripes Forever”, nor did I hunt up my American flag and plant it in my front yard.

Instead I did that other national activity — which is to say I worked.

Yes, The Man needed me on a job site in the deep south, so I spent my day in an air conditioned construction trailer, watching nothing much happen as all the construction workers had been allowed off for the holiday and for an extremely long weekend.

  • Picture of the USA flags comes from Joe Shlabotnik at Flickr. They flutter bravely against a blue sky. Thanks, Joe.
  • Picture of the Liberty Bell comes from Minarea at Flickr. She did a lovely job catching the light burnishing the writing on the bell.
Posted by: wolferiver | October 22, 2011

Left and Right–Profoundly Divided–Profoundly Unhappy

NO no, this is not about politics, but about how the brain works. In a nifty video, replete with canny illustrations, Iain McGilchrist presents information about how our brains work. It turns out that it is divided, but not strictly along the lines of logic on one side and imagination on the other side. McGilchrist explains how our minds allow us to keep sharply focused on tasks while still being able to step back and observe a larger context between ourselves and the world we live in. Then he takes this subject to a deeper, philosophical level:

We pursue happiness and paradoxically it leads to resentment and then unhappiness, and an explosion of mental illness.  We seek freedom, and yet we live in a world more monitored by CCTV cameras, [and] which has become dominated by what De Tocqueville called ‘a network of small, complicated rules that cover the surface of life and strangle freedom’. More information; we have it in spades. But we get less able to use it [and] to understand it [and] to be wise.

If you’ve ever wondered why we seem to have become ironically knowing, and why our public discourse seems to be endlessly self-referential, this video explains it.

Video: The Divided Brain

Posted by: wolferiver | September 16, 2011

Nothing beats a nice cup of tea (or coffee) and a really good BOOK

No, nothing.

I love watching movies and TV shows, getting lost in art, or listening to music, but despite all the high tech gadgets and gizmos I have for consuming content, neither my big screen TeeVee, nor my surround sound system, nor my car radio, nor my smartphone with the fancy music app provides even half the pleasure of sitting down with a good book.

With this in mind, I was captivated at the news of  whimsical and delightful paper sculptures that have been mysteriously appearing in the libraries of Edinburgh. Read all about it here.

Paper Sculpture
Photo snurched from The Guardian.
Posted by: wolferiver | July 9, 2011

At Last, Someone Calls It

Lynn Price, a small press publisher, has recently posted in her blog some truths that I think are lost in all the hype about the internet as a new medium for disseminating entertainment. (See here and here.)

The common wisdom is that the ease of entry into the internet as a broadcasting (or distribution) method has opened the doors to anyone and everyone for entry. This is certainly true. Anyone can start a podcast with only a mic and a Mac. It costs peanuts to make a video and post it up on YouTube. And now with tablets and e-readers, every Tom, Dick, and Harry has discovered their inner author and has long or short form stories available at Amazon or Smashword.

What’s lost in all the gloating about the little guy being able to finally bypass the traditional gatekeepers and at long last opening the floodgates of creativity is any reflection about whether the world is better for it. This would be true only if you believe that the availability of a vast slush-pile of poorly executed crap which previously only editors and media executives could access is a cultural improvement.

As for me, all this “unleashed creativity” on the web has given me a new found respect for the ability of the established media institutions to curate and prune the piles of raw sewage they must have to wade through in order to present even their paltriest works. At least, they get paid to do it; I am extremely reluctant to spend my precious free time trolling through a slush-pile trying to find something worth partaking.

Posted by: wolferiver | May 14, 2011

Who’s The Funniest Of Them All

I agree with this post by Mark Evanier, about the Mark Twain award being given to Will Ferrell. I, too, haven’t been all that impressed with his work up to now. Recently, I’ve seen him in roles which have led me to somewhat change my mind about him and concede that perhaps he has more talent than I thought, but that’s insufficient reason for winning an award named after Mark Twain.

I would’ve thought that this award should go to someone who’s had a long career, and who has not only used humor to merely entertain, but done so in a way that is also thought-provoking. Oh, and also was a uniquely American voice. Playing amiable dolts, as Will Farrell seems to mostly do, only reaches the level of light entertainment, and only barely.

Tina Fey, who was given the award last year, may perhaps be slightly more deserving, if only for being the mastermind behind the razor sharp 30 Rock. But even she’s hardly someone that I would think is ready for this award (yet). She’s funny, but no more than, say, Janeane Garofalo, or Roseanne Barr.

I might concede that perhaps someone on the awards committee decided that appealing to a younger demographic is the direction to go in, although I somehow doubt that the title of the award matches this goal. (Try The Ashton Kutcher Award. I bet the youngsters would know who that is.) I’ll also grant that the award seems to be given to someone still living — otherwise I’d wonder why not Groucho Marx, Lucille Ball, Will Rogers, Charles Schultz, or James Thurber. Yet I can think of more deserving humorists and comics who are still among the living: Carol Burnett, Mel Brooks, Dave Barry, Joan Rivers, Gary Trudeau or Scott Adams all come to mind as people who might have better qualifications for this award.

Either the Mark Twain award lives up to its pretensions as something awarded to talent that has reached iconic levels, or it becomes merely another overblown, over-hyped award celebrating pop culture — akin to the VH1 Awards.

Posted by: wolferiver | March 6, 2011

Big and Dumb and Proud Of It

This article in GQ explains everything you need to know about why movies have gotten so dumb, including the sad truth that dumb movies sell well.

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